I took her to the Humane Society in San Bernardino and told them I had no money to treat her. By the time i got some cash it was already too late, i only realised he was very ill after a week. I feel so guilty I didn’t take him when he seemed a bit off 2 days before I took him into the vet. She said it was best to put him down. I have lost pets before but this one is the worst. So, I decided to stay in the room with her during the euthanization, because I felt that I owed it to her. I laid with her on the ground and told her how much I loved her and how much joy she had brought me but she just stared into space. I am severely allergic to cats but decided to keep her as an outdoor cat because I felt bad for her. We are assuming that this is what happened to her on two previous episodes in the last six months and did not know what caused it. I too feel sick to my soul with guilt and shame of how my dog died 5 days ago. my sweet dog was a very good dog. I have witnessed the toughest men you’ll ever meet bawling over the loss of a beloved pet, and I don’t blame them. He was still loving and being his normal self so I thought. I went to the shelter and relinquished her to the city. I was hysterical and my husband said we needed to take him to the vet immediately. God be with you and your fur baby and look for her at the other side of the Rainbow Bridge when it is time. We think it was a coyote, so I will never see even her body again, just the little bit of fur that was left behind to mark the spot. I was sick and devastated. Pets are important parts of our families so it's no surprise that grief is often felt when they pass away. She was so healthy for a dog her age and still enjoyed going for a run, playing games, and going for rides in the car. I so regret not taking her to the vet. Reena. They said it could be cancer (Hemangiosarcoma) and we could give her surgery, but if it metastasized, they’d have to put her down on the table. He lost his spirit in a sense but when he would get up there were times he would wag his tail but then times it was limp and he would separate from us. I’m going to try and do what you do when I start to feel overwhelmed. It felt rock hard so the vet and us put it down to calcification and arthritis. Thankyou so much for this site.. its truly a godsend. Please know that she is in good hands now, and is there with you every single day in spirit. Why did she have the misfortune to be owned by owners who weren’t financially able to help her when she needed it? She had a double dewclaw, her claws sat together and curled under making them extremely hard to cut. It was so gut wrenching that we couldn’t take it so we took her to the vet and had her put down. Her lungs were clear, all Otha s clear too. That is when I made the decision. It was mainly his back legs, we could see it took a little more effort for him to stand up, but it didn’t seem to bother him. By the time I found her – hiding in some bushes in the front yard of a house in the street behind mine – and rushed her to the animal hospital, she was suffering from severe shock. She was an immense part of my life, and like you I blame myself too. thinking we should of kept him on pain killers , reading your story made me realize Yes we did not let him continue in pain (Hard to know how much pain he was actually in days) but I did know he wasn’t himself . My whole day involved Stuart and now he is gone. Our 9 month old pit x Lily killed our deaf cat last Tuesday. The weight gain was caused by internal bleeding from the tumors rupturing. I felt like dying. After about 10 minutes, my anxiety started to feel better, but I was consumed with drowsiness as my pills had now fully set in. The pet clinic assumed since he had such a hard first 9 months of his life, he did not like human contact. determine when the time may be right to put your pet to sleep. whom I adored a year and a half ago. Reply. They said he was “untreatable” because of the amount of stress he is put under every time he has to go to the vet clinic. Did I do that? I know exactly how you feel, i had the exact same problem with my 12 year old girl and had to make the decision on Wednesday to give her her wings. She even tried protecting us when they came in for the second and final shot completely out of it. We made that appointment knowing very well we would probably be euthanizing. And I feel terribly guilty for it. Thanks for letting me share Bob’s story, it feels therapeutic to write about him. So I am going to type however it comes out. I put my dog down on the 23rd of this month and this has become the most unbearable pain I have ever felt. He was only 7 years old and healthy. As was stated in the above, I have feelings of “wanting to change something that cannot be changed”. Now I'm serious, I want a dog. She had been dying out there for two and half months and we had somehow missed her every single day. I love you Stuart my boy. I failed her, and I miss her so tremendously. However, as the vomiting was not subsiding, I took her to the vet a couple of weeks ago and they did an ultrasound. My best advice is to get my Special Report package and follow the steps detailed therein. Me too, so much guilt on top of the heartbreak. I found my cat’s body yesterday. We made the choice for them. How do I live with that? I soulfully regret having lost that 10 years with her-as when she returned to me she was about 15 years old. It feels like I let him down. I think the vet was going to try to treat her, and I said do you think she should be put down. It had rained on the second night. I took photos and videos, but when it came to morning and the last hour, I was still saying no, and when reminded that the welfare would get involved I just kept saying ‘it’s not their choice, its ours, they can’t make us’, but deep down I must have known it was for him, to put him at peace, no longer suffering. She did a full panel on her and said she had hyperthyroidism, but we would first treat it with enzymes and herbs-as she checked her heart and blood pressure and it was ok-I was to return to the vet the end of March. When I returned home after a week of being gone, he was skeletal and we made an appointment with the vet because he appeared to be suffering. She was a Tortie breed with a defenite tortitude. We use cookies to give you the best possible experience on our website. She became very depressed after my father passed away five years ago. I woke at 6:30 and he was laboring to breathe, unbelievable how fast he went downhill. They were given plenty of love and attention, nice beds, fine nutrition and they were basically, our whole world. I called the vet and made the appt. In order to post comments, please make sure JavaScript and Cookies are enabled, and reload the page. And you’re definitely not alone in having a hard time letting go. I will never forgive myself for that horrific mistake. She bounced back when I got her, putting 30lbs back on her and making her the goddess status she so well deserved.She was also a therapy dog for some friends I knew who had also gotten sick w/CA .I never rec’d so many sympathy cards and flowers for my sweetie. Its all terrible with pets ,I had my rabbit put to sleep 10th Jan 2016 after repeated ops for tooth problems ,vet was going to continue dental ,it had gone from every 12 weeks to every 10 weeks ,she had ulcers in her mouth and more problems , he didnt lead me on way or the other ,just wanted me to repeat treatment, I thought my little girl had ,had enough ,but still feel dreadfull ,start crying when im out etc ,getting her ashes back too .Its all part of grieving ,…Take care and think are pets are now out of pain xxx. But we need to accept our loss, and let our dogs to rest in peace. I’d take her to the Vet, hand feed her baby food, nurse her back to health. The medicine to make her sleep more worked and then the other stuff worked fast. I also lost my grandmother. I fed her and she wanted more, so I finished off the can. I couldn’t care to see my sweet, loving and silly cat suffer. I wrote them a letter, and read it to them before placing them to rest, it explained how sorry i am, and i never meant to cause them pain and suffering. […] “Dealing with guilt and seeking forgiveness after pet loss” […]. Over the past few months, she did not want the sub q fluids. The cardiologist said it could be Lyme disease so overnight I was expecting to go to work and then pick up my dog and come home with antibiotics. We’ve decided not to have kids so Zoe was our kid, and spoiled accordingly. It was very quick and I’m so glad she went this way instead of gasping for air. When arrived and explained everything last thing I remember was him looking at me and disappearing behind the door with the vet. You made a mistake. Hugs and well wishes to you and yours. My house is so empty. We took him in to get blood work to clean his teeth back in May. Then he got some of the other dogs food . In fact, others might have died had you not intervened. He had started eliminating in the house, and he couldn’t even walk around without passing out from lack of oxygen. I held her while the vet put the meds in her veins. She was actually my sisters cat, but when we first got her as a kitten she always slept with me and followed me everywhere. The cat went obviously to sleep or rest behind some garden tools (pitchfork, showel, spade, etc.). Please know that you made the right choice and that your cat is at peace now. I checked on him as I was getting ready. Then the guilt hit and the what if you all are talking about here. Whatever written in your article is very accurate. He was truly a spoilt little boy, and we were glad to do it! I thought maybe he went under the bed to feel better and be alone. Please make sure you have friends and family around you, it wasn’t your fault, you wouldn’t knowingly have let that happen just remember that. I miss her so much. I woke up this morning and couldn’t find him anywhere. So took him to the vet. I had just put my dog to sleep on Friday 6/26/15. And abandoned her. I can’t think of anything else. My beautiful boy, Meeko, passed away on Saturday. The euthanasia experience itself was traumatic- the vet jabbed the tranquilizer shot into her and she cried and screamed. You may regret not having had enough time (or taking the time) to spend with your pet. I wasn’t walking around the empty, silent house bathing in him not being there. Twice, three times a year, he took a break of 2 nights, but never longer. My friend who is an excellent, attentive pet owner had a puppy die on him suddenly without knowing why. Wednesday morning he seemed fine but after work he hadn’t greeted me like normal so I went upstairs to find him hunched under the desk. I now feel guilt because I rarely think of him but when I do I don’t stop crying. Saving an animal at the expense of his or her quality of life is not saving an animal. I found her a home-which I thought a ‘good home.’ Periodically the new owner would email pics and I could tell by the look in Chopstick’s eyes she was angry. Being hit by a car is a lot less scary for a cat than being chased down by another animal that is going to kill her, not to mention painful. The last week or so tho he was getting slower.. i kept an eye on him & he was off his food over the weekend, unfortunately the vets were closed & Monday when they opened I discover most wont look at guinea pigs anyway bcoz theyre “exotic”, He wasnt doing so well & we eventually found a vet who would see him but he died in my arms while waiting to see the vet. Feelings of depression might follow, regardless of whether the person has a history of depression, as the pet parent realizes the loss is permanent. I slept maybe 20mins that night, having him on my single bed with me, elevating his paw, and cuddling and smoothing him exactly how I knew he loved it. I wanted them to have a newly built fancy cage with lots of toys and swings, so while i underwent construction, i placed all my birds inside – the macaws free roam the house but tend to stay on a double cage, i have two sets of caiques and had a pair of sun conures. I think she may have just had an infection or virus, etc. I euthanized my almost 17-year-old cat over a year ago, and I’m haunted by the guilt. He became lost, confused and incontinent. We were told he would need medication for the rest of his life and that we should expect that he could worsen and pass within 12months. I adopted him at 2 from the SPCA and he was my sole companion for 6 years and I hugged him and kissed his long snout everyday and called him the love of my life. As soon as I thought about it I felt so much guilt that the dog that was so loyal to me died alone. I went camping over the weekend and feel guilty I was not with him ( we put him into the local cattery), he seemed fine then. Death is not the end for Omar, only for his physical presence. I really connected with your story because we had to have our dog euthanized on Feb 2 for the same thing. we would comfort him and make him feel loved. It’s a a relief to know I am not the only one who feels less capable now. My love and Reiki blessings to you. Then there is the thought of how much do you put a pet through before you admit the suffering they go through for surgery or procedures is not worth it. I have so much guilt on my chest, it really hurts. I now believe it was Nina trying to tell me she was ready to depart. He was riddled with fleas, worms, ringworm. Janice, I’m so sorry. We set him up got the vets to give him the meds. I’ve tried staying with him during visits and he even attacks me. She wasn’t always like that, but a month after my daughter was born she became territorial and she had it out for another family pet. I don’t know, but I feel so guilty at how I’m feeling. Not that night, I called her twice and she did not come. She gave me some of the best years of my life. How did I miss these signs? Michael , I am having the same feeling today. Our house feels empty and it's awful. You may also be interested in this episode of the Healing Pet Loss Podcast where I talk about dealing with guilt after pet loss. They were able to bring me back around and wake me up, but I knew something had happened, there is so much love there. I even called at one point about 4:30 am, but then he seemed to settle a bit. I rescued her from the streets of Ohio 3 years ago when she kept visiting my patio. Has anyone else felt this? I thought – was case scenario – yes. My problem now is coming home to an empty house, everywhere I look I can see him and almost feel his presence, I have still got his food bowl and water bowl out, I cant get myself to put up his stuff yet. We have 3 other dogs but I kind of figured it might be from him. About 2-3 months ago she developed a strange lump by her hind legs. Thank you all. Our pets are a lot like small children – in most cases, they are entirely dependent on us for food, shelter, companionship, and medical care. Even though, she was sedated, I didn’t want her to die alone. He had been to the vet many times in the last few months and so though he would recover from the bouts for a while something would come up again. You always had so much compassion and deserved so much more. I want to thank you for creating this page. It’s hard getting to make such a decision for another being, but I’m certain that you acted out of love, even though money was a consideration as well. I’ve been speaking to him, begging for forgiveness, and telling him how much I love him. Whatever led to this present moment is what you cannot accept. With Naura, at least we knew what was wrong and what caused her death. 1) Many people would not take care of kittens they found. But it was clear he had a lot of fight left, even in his weaker state, because he went fighting like your dog. They simply don’t live as long as we do, and it breaks our hearts when they leave us. She always stayed on my deck and I fed her everyday for several years. It is ok that nature decided to take him back. He had pretty much stopped eating, hadn’t had a BM for several days and was constipated, and was peeing everywhere but his litter box. I secretly wish my Bear would have died in battle rather than have to die the way she did. The ankle didn’t seem to bother him, we could move it about and he didn’t care but now it was the paw that started hurting him, if we stretched it back and forth he’d wince. I hope I can heal with time. Our beloved girl at the age of 15 had arthritis as you mentioned and was in the same situation but she also had lost 75% of her breathing the past few months and that was the final strike when we had to admit her quality of life was over and that she only lived for us and our love and that she may have not left any sooner being so loyal and all to the pack she so loved.. I really was very frightened if she went into stage 4 kidney failure and did not want her to expiernce all of that. I miss her so much and feel that I put her in harm’s way. My dog was 14 1/2. Make them proud and happy; there’s no room for sadness or guilt where they are. I checked on him again Thursday morning, but they both tend to be asleep at that hour, and both were peaceful, so I went to work. When the vet stated giving her the injection, I couldn’t help but see that kitten that fit in the palm of my hand, and would wake me up every morning by licking my eyebrow until I got up and fed her. 8 months of emergency vet visits and 6 catheterization later, we just couldn’t do it anymore and I cannot stop thinking that if we had just somehow managed to do the surgery the first time that he would still be here with us. I got her about a month after my previous dog of 15 years died. I had him cremated and should be getting his ashes soon. Unfortunately, I can’t shake the image of her chest moving one minute then being still the next. I decided to take her to the emergency vet to put her down. He died on Monday before we could get to the clinic and now i feel like total shit. I’ve read that when cats know their body isn’t doing well they commit suicide by refusing to eat. I know I know I know ! It’s good to know I am not alone with these thoughts. Unfortunately a day ago he went downhill really fast. How does you dad know the dog died of internal bleeding did he have a vet do an autopsy i think not as it was only last night and the vet wouldn't have had time to do a full autopsy. I just had my dog put to sleep on 5/23/15 for the same problem: Kidney Stones. They said it wouldn’t be realistic to keep him sedated during recovery so they could treat him. She was 20 years old and had grown deaf and senile. I can’t stop crying and questioning did I do the right thing even though he gave me that look like “it is time” the guilt and pain is just more than I can handle. I do still think it's crazy that my dog had two different cancers, ... many gifts" that I have received through the death of my dog is the ability to feel deeply a compassion and understanding for others that I have never experienced before. I had to put my sweet Shih Tzu Buttercup to sleep this morning. I, too, have been experiencing tremendous guilt about the recent death of Omar, a beautiful black cat who was only 5. I thought it was the recent move from a one-story apt to a two-story home with much more room to play in. Lisa, It is so hard to give them up. My Hemi boy was blind, had thyroid problems, glaucoma, arthritis, and Cushings. I feel so guilty. I don’t understand this. Hello, Joseph from Los Angeles. On the day she passed away, I was overcome with a feeling of death. So my guilt has been unbearable. She hid under the neighbors car with her back to me. Unfortunately, 2 days ago he began not acting like himself. I am struggling every day with feelings of guilt and loss. She was a second generation pet. When it was time to leave, I couldn’t find him. I can’t even begin to describe how much I hate myself. He was my best friend. We got one more night with him and had to put him down the next day at 3 months old. I tried to train her to use a litter box, but was not successful. People give pets away everyday because they don’t want them and the people here and me, didn’t do that. I feel like dying. As the kittens got bigger the males started fighting with eachother so we had to keep them separated from that point. Sorry for your loss as well. The day he was euthanized he seemed so happy, I still have regrets, but I think thats just natural. I called the vet, which I then had to drive 40 miles to bring our cat to him. I had to put my cat Tigger down on Feb 28 2015. Rest in peace my beautiful big bruiser bobby I will always love you. She stopped meeting me at the door. The loss is terrible, and makes you feel like you failed your beloved friend. I tried all kinds of home remedies for months. I want to help those who are suffering the way I … Nevertheless he would never scratch the children (or me), and he was like a good friend to me. She was blind. He was treated with multiple antibiotics, skin treatments, etc. I couldn’t allow him to suffer and couldn’t afford surgery. I am not sure if she was trying to hide it or if I was in denial. I had put her outside to sleep (normal routine), she didn't want to go outside but I forced her to go out, she got on her bed on the verandah and seemed fine. When there he would howl and cry when they took him in the back….. I have been dealing with all the what ifs? Jen I just lost my chihuahua of 11 years I am also devastated and I feel lost without her. I am so sorry for your loss. You gave her a great life. Peppy hwas shy most of his life, but he was always near me. Honour your feelings and allow yourself to heal as best you can – from what I’ve learned in the past few months, nothing makes our little friends happier than seeing us smile again. I hope you can find your way through this. But now he wasn’t even interested in treats. You may blame yourself for missing or ignoring warnings or signs. Before I left for work I gave him a kiss right on his nose and told him I’d miss him. I suffer from severe chronic anxiety anyway and so went into a panic attack through my tears. ), he wouldn’t have survived it without water or food. We did op to do the $2000 surgery , and it was successful, but we were told the stones may return. Thank you for sharing your story, Steve. It’s so hard when they are young. I wasn’t sure what to make of it, but I got to my destination and she was still acting weird and my mom noticed her stomach had a slight bloat. My cat also died accidentally 2 days ago. They gave me information about kidney failure and said she could have months or 3 years to live. His favourite food was always on hand & we refused to go on holidays anywhere bcoz we didnt want to leave him with anyone, he was basically our baby which we planned our life around lol. If you need further guidance and help, it is important to remember that pet loss support groups and grief counselors are ready and willing to hold your hand through this emotional process. Now I feel regret. When someone you love dies, it’s only human to search for an explanation, to look at what you did or did not do, to dwell on the what if’s and if only’s. I think that I will always blame myself. I got up in the morning and he had vomited all his food up. Right now it’s things in her life that I let her down with that is killing me mentally it’s hard for me to carry on. She stopped eating food and hardly would drink water so i knew it was time. The word cancer started being tossed around. He had been coming to our bed more, should have known something was up. Not given her a day to get used to an apartment and fail her out of selfishness. I hope the pain you felt was not too great and by letting you go I saved you from more suffering. Regardless we were given charge over their care and letting them go peacefully I pray is a true gift from us to them. My sweet beautiful cat Autumn passed away this past Sunday. Through my work as a healer, I have had a few animals that have been assisted to cross come through over the years, always with messages of the deepest love & gratitude for their people – never once has there been an issue around forgiveness or blame for what occurred. To think of it now makes me sick. The hole it’s left is too big to bear. The vet said that the best option is to take him to hospital since he’s been throwing up bile. I should have got a nail file and done it that way. She had a mammary mass that had spread to her lungs. I discussed it with my husband and we finally came to the decision to put him down. One day on a routine check-up, the vet felt the paw and suddenly surprised us and said it was most probably a tumour. 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